Im just a bitch

2007-07-24T17:20:00.000+08:00

SHIFTED! (:

want my new url let me know.

Maybe i might be using blogger back

if i get bored of live journal! :D

2007-07-17T14:04:00.000+08:00

Baby your the one!

Hey yo! its been long since i last blog. im in school now, woohoo!

hahahas! (: doing some racial harmony thingy now
class super duper noisy okkkkkkkk. Oh gosh,

hahas! and nikki's like filming our class la. Lol! i think im

gonna go study after school gotta pass my maths exam
or else i cant go to the course i want in ITE, oh wells!

went to meet ian ytd and went tmart too slacked there

and waited for marieann to come. Woah! she took super

long to come ok she's always late anyway,

use to it already. :DD Ha! I cant stand it class super nosiy

and my ears are going deaf ok bernice is like
shouting in my ear laaaaaaaaaaaaa. =/ Gosh,

anyway i gotta go now end school already. Ciao! haha. {:

2007-07-12T09:24:00.000+08:00

& maybe your the one.

CONFUSED!

Hey yo!
im in school now, haha. super bored man!
mock exams started and im not even ready
guess im gonna fail my maths again oh gosh.
but i better pass the rest! (: Ha, mummy got
me my bag i wanted woohoo! happy happy me.
ytd i met HIM, hahahas! so happy. his sooooo
super duper cute PLUS hot ok oh gosh! (; Ha.
Madness ok, bernice just said she's a new virgin.
OH MY GOODNESS! hahaha, or i think i heard
wrongly la. gotta go now! Ciao ;D

2007-07-09T12:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XINER!

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEW LING. (:

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.

& i think im in love with you. (;
your my sweetest sin.

2007-07-05T10:32:00.000+08:00

Loving you is blissful.

When i was down and sad

you were there to make me smile.

& im happy that you entered my life!

I love the way you look at me

and when our eyes meet. (:

Maybe someday you'll love me

as much as i love you!

Be my sweet escape love.

2007-07-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

I Love you, i guess? {:

Yo peeps, hahahas! went to school today. had

hell lots of fun in sch today was super hyper

and yet tired, gosh! =/ study study study for

me today ok did a maths paper in class and i

was like stressing out! Fu k ok. Ha! oh wells

had help from my friends, slept during EOA

lesson it was boringggggggggg! ;D Lol! was

listening to my mp3 and smsing after i woke

up. woah went fengshan after school to watch

our school play, WE LOST BY ONE POINT OK!

i hat that fu king school. make ilina cry bloody

hell ok they some more so rough, argh! >=/

gotta make some new friends at fengshan. Haha!

they were super funny though kept laughing at

bernice. Ha! went xiaoqi's house to study after

the match, studied maths! STRESS! ha. but

now im resting gotta do my homework later.

oh wells! shall go study now. toodles! (:

~~I think i fallen for you, goshie!~~

~~i'll always rmb today love. (:~~

2007-07-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

& maybe love isn't a mistake.

Schooling was fun! haha, i slept in class today man.

was super duper tired and this julian uh kept calling

me kuku bird! haha. but it was funny though! :DD

kept disturbing bernice today in class until she went

super CRAZY ok, oh i think its because i wrote

bernice blah blah blah! (; Ha. disturb me somemore

la bern i write on your table more uh let you see, Lol!

after school went fengshan CC with mich, tracy, qian

and bern. saw candy there! haha, ahem with her

boyfriend! anyway went there to catch a basketball

match thatmy friend was playing after that me, qian

and bern headed to tm cause bern wanted to get ***.

Me and qian wanted to get too! Lol! super embarrassing

mans.but i was the one holding like everything for them

la, hahaha! Funny man. went back home around 7plus

i think mum kept shouting at me! IRRITATING OK!

just because i went home late. Lamer la! =/ ok im

gonna blog about ytd and sunday. hoho! ^^

Monday 2th

ATE SAKAE MAN! :DD it was study day for me, qian and bernice. went to the airport to study but first we went to eat sakaeeeeeeee! Hahahahas. ate like alot man until all of our tummy hurt then aloysius and his friends walk pass sakae i was super shock la, hide myself from them ok! and i almost vomited at sakae cause i saw him! Ha. (: saw alicia, lisa and zara at sakae too! sat beside each other. hoho! ;D bought some stuff at mini toons qians idea to get a handphone strip and mine like broke at starbucks ok! oh aloysius was at starbucks too man. Lol! super funny la, i shall let the picture do the talking now. Hahas!

ok some of the pictures super turn off, haha! shall upload more pictures tmr. gotta go sleep already still have school tmr! (:

2007-06-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

IM TRYING TO MOVE ON,
BUT IM LOST WITHOUT YOU!

Hello Peeps! ;D
its been super long since i last updated my blog. haha!
Rachel Tan, Joanna, and Sam chan's birthday just

passed. so many people's birthday within one week

man our school had basketball match recently too met

joan at fengshan CC, haha! her friends looked unfriendly

though. anyway didn't go out this few days have been

pretty down lately maybe its because of * thats why im

like this. =/ suppose to go via's bbq later but i don't

want to * will be going and i don't want to see * i think

i'll just break down in tears oh well thats me i cry alot

thats why my friends call me cry baby too! :D one week

of school have pass by super stressful as exams are

coming too, if im not wrong my N level oral beings next

week! oh man i think i'll just fail chinese oral im super

lousy at chinese. Haha! i'll be going out tmr, woohoo!

super happy man towning with jia qian and bernice i

think? not sure if the others are going. i bet qian and

bern will buy super alot of clothes la, hahaha! Madness

man. xD or i think they'll be shopping for a school bag if

im not wrong? =/ cause bern said she wanted to get a

new bag because her bag is spoiled. haha!

I MISS GOING OUT WITH XIAOQI AND JANELLE! ):

Must find time to go out with them man, been busy with
school work and everything have been going home after
school lately too. Darn tired la! plus this few days i've

been like super sick, fever up down up down! Argh! =X

well i hate getting sick man, i guess its because of a heart

ache thats why im like this. )': sigh i can't trust you

anymore you lied to me and i hate you for that. I won't

say who are you and i won't show you that i hate you,

you should find out yourself as your in the same school as

me. >=/ and maybe someday i'll forgive you for want you

have done to me but i'll never forget what i heard about

what you did! gotta go, gonna have my dinner now shall

blog A.S.A.P!

Sigh, i haven't been doing fine at all. I cried in school
and everynight but no one knows! I can't forget you
i really can't. All i want is for you to want me back,
will it ever happen? i guess not because i think you
found someone else who can replace me in your heart!
I hope you'll want me back someday cause no matter
what i'll be waiting for you this i promise. Sobs! )':

2007-06-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

If we could stay like this forever,

Je vous aime!

TOWNING TODAY!

Im back home people! :D

woke up like super early today to go for mass.

but i was like late today cause bernice wasn't

prepared! hahaha, oh well met micheal and janelle

for mass too saw leshia, charlotte and joshua hong.

after mass met up with ian cause he was on his way

to work then saw lesley and melissa, went tm for

awhile met up with marieann and the rest talk to

charlotte and she told me some things! sigh! super

upset when i heared it la. then talked to leshia and

larve im happy that we are talking again hug them too!

Woohoo! (: went arcade to play cause janelle wanted

to play micheal and charles played pool and i join it

after that. haha! it was fun though after we played we

went to meet jia qian to go town cause she wanted

to get her shirt then nickhil came to town with us also.

IRRITATING GUY! argh, went wisma to find for the

shirt but i think dont have then jia qian didn't get it,

went to eat at macs then went to find joshua cause he

was working ian came to meet us cause he wanted to

smoke i guess? haha! so yeah then ian wanted to eat so

we went taka macs. ian told me a little secret man! Ha!

his mad man oh well, bought a milkshake from macs too

not really very nice la but it was alright. ian ate finish

then he gotta go back to work so we all headed home

after that super tired man! gosh! haha. im home now

watching tv! shall blog tmr or some thing, gonna watch

my show now! bye.

~~She said i didn't change that my attitude~~

~~was still the same. sobs! i did ok its just that~~

~~you don't know you always say i never change~~

~~im sorry that your so disappointed in me.~~

~~I'll still love you no matter what! sobs!~~

~~Cause i cant and will never bring myself~~

~~to fall for anyone. Sorry Dervin! i really am.~~

2007-06-21T14:02:00.000+08:00

I stand here alone waiting for your return.

Please say that you'll come back to me!

Hey yo! =/

its been long since i last update shall update now!

im freaking tired man, sighs! i don't feel well too feel

kinda sick. Gosh! don't think i''ll be going out today

too gonna be a good girl and stay home today. :D

feel damn lousy this few days ok! i just feel guilty

of what i did to someone and i'll never forgive myself

because i made the person super sad and hurt!

i still love that person alot but i don't know if i

should carry on loving that person. sobs! i've suffered

too ok but nobody cares about me cause they only

think that im a flirt, sighs! blame me for all i care

ok? ): even sorry isn't enough then what more you

want me to say? sobs! i can't carry on live my life

like this i really need you to be with me! i really

miss you alot. why can't you just gimme another

chance? why? )': im sorry der i really am. sobs!

Wednesday 20th

woke up around 11plus today, gonna go bugis to get my stuffs. met up with bernice and xiaoqi first then later on gekming and her friends met up with us! shop around bugis saw a few hot guys! woah! haha, after that gekming met us at 2plus with her friends stone at the taxi stand there awhile then they decided where to go after that oh then veron came with her other friend. Gekming and friends wanted to go tm so we went there met up with taby, rachel tan, rachel lim and qian. went to find gekming cause i wanted to leave but gekming was kinda angry when i wanted to leave so i stayed awhile more they decided to go eastpoint so we went awhile. More of gekming's friends came so yeah they went to some block and slack and gekming like didn't wanted me to stay she ask xiaoqi then she ask bernice if we wanted to go starbucks. damn mean right? was kinda hurt so i just took a cab and went to find janelle and the rest slack with them at tmart and cried! oh man, sighs! =/ smoke and cried janelle cheered me up. xiaoqi came to meet us after that she bought bread then we ate almost all of eat so she had to go buy another pack! haha. left around 9plus cause mum was nagging at me already, oh wells! my girlfriends are loved by me. (:

Tuesday 19th.

didn't went out today, had a hang over cause of ytd! went drinking. sighs! ask xiaoqi, bernice and janelle to come over my house to watch cd's so yeah we watch my girl a korean show quite nice la. i was super sad today too cried and cried at night told my girlfriends i really miss her and i regret what i did but i know i'll never be given another chance but my girlfriends just told me to hang on and don't think so much cause you'll never know what will happen if you hang on. sighs! talk to xiaoqi, bernice and janelle on the phone too. was sad that * didn't reply the whole day until late night, then * replied me at last but i was like crying la! sighs. act like nothing even happen and tired to be happy but i couldn't i was like crying and smsing *. Fuck it alright! i hate this feeling when im feeling so down, talk to mag too she told me what gekming said when mag ask her questions. sobs! gekming said i was a flirt and that if she finds someone better then me she will go for that person. i know im a flirt ok! )': you didn't had to be so mean, i hang up on mag and cired all the way until i slept ok! sobs. Im sorry ok gekming im sorry that im a flirt and that i couldn't be given a second chance, im changing cause of you i'll prove to you that i really change. sighs! I miss you *!

Monday 18th.

TOWNING TODAY! saw adriano at cine talked to him, he was kinda shy though! haha, went town with bernice, jia qian, taby, jo, renee, gekming and all her brothers watch ocean thirteen kuku gekming want to watch i don't even understand what happening at all man. Gosh! sit next to gekming in the movies she slept la then i kept waking her up until she was irritated by me. haha! she kept hitting me man evil and mean la! super pain man, argh! after the movies went to fisherman to see sharon she was drunk i guess then gekming left earlier i didn't want to leave cause i wanted to drink then bernice and qian also wanted to drink oh jo and renee too! taby drink abit only, i was drunk ok and qian and bern also! first time i see them drunk la oh my god! hahaha. but was quite funny! and stupid me i thought renee was gekming la. argh! vomited and everything then i cried and cired i really needed gekming but i couldn't have her back! sobs. im just so depress ok! ): sighs! i've got no mood to blog already. Sorry!

2007-06-14T12:54:00.000+08:00

As i hold my love for you,

I'll always love you.

SHERILYN'S SLEEPY! =/

haha, eh i woke up super early today man slept so late ytd was talking on the phone till 3plus with all my girlfriends and called gekming awhile to confirm with her about mag meeting up. im bored at home i think i'll be going bernice house later to watch some movies that i lend from xiaoqi! :DD but now im watching heroes super nice show ok, haha! i think im gonna bath now going bernice house soon. (: and oh tmr's melissa's birthday dont think i'll be blogging cause xiaoqi's going overseas tmr too so gonna send her off oh my i'll miss her alot man! ): but im happy for her that she's gonna enjoy on her holiday. takecare man babe! rmb to get me something alright? hahaha, Loves. gotta go now!

Wednesday 13th.

was suppose to go towning with my girlfriends but i couldn't make it! Sobs, had to go to the dental with my parents la. Argh! =/ went dental at 5plus then my mum came her appointment was 6.30 same as my dad but my mum took super long to do her damn teeth! waited in the car like some bloody idiot ok and i waited for about 1 and a half hours. everyone was like staring at me when they pass the car, was super bored la then i sms * told * i was bored and that im waiting like a bloody fool in the car. Gosh! i really miss * alot man, anyway went to eat after my mum got back freaking hungry ok went simpang bedok to eat saw solomon omar and some other guys la, got home about 9plus then bernice called me to meet her go 85 meet xiaoqi and gekming so i went down saw rachel tan and taby with her later on rachel tan gf came. we talked a little la i felt kinda uneasy with them i don't know why also? sighs! felt super sad and guilty man i cant seem to look her in the eye i went back first bath and everything then went to lie on my bed cried badly. )': oh well talk to xiaoqi on the phone then bernice and janelle called they really know how to cheer me up man! was smsing * too, asked if i was alright and everything but i really wasn't. was super hyper after that la guess im too depress aiya i dont want to talk about it already so yeah. CIAO! (:

2007-06-12T13:46:00.000+08:00

We use to be this, but now

we're nothing more then just friends.

I want to go on a holiday! =/

staying at home is super boring alright, i can just rot at home right now but i think i'll be going out later to meet berniceeeeeeeee! hahaha! (: been staying at home too much lately la gotta go out soon, i want to go SHOPPING ok! i want to get tops from topshop and mango they got nice tops. But i need money shall ask from my mummy! :DD anyway mummy just called and guess what she asked me to wash the clothes man of all things why ask me to wash the smelly dirty clothes this is why i so need a maid. Argh! >=/ i hate doing household chores sometimes when i feel like doing then i'll do but now im damn lazy to get my butt up and wash clothes, shall do it later the smelly dirty clothes have to wait for now. Ha!

JANELLE'S COMING BACK TODAY!

woohoo, freaking happy can't wait to see her and please don't think that im a pure les man! i HATE pure les they are disgusting la. No offence though! =/ eh im bored man talking to gekming, adam and joey online now don't know what happen to bernice she chat with me then half way never reply. Kuku girl! QUEK GEKMING IS SO LAME! she super kuku la got blog don't want to gimme the url she say that blog only for herself to see, i think she'll just upload all her beautiful pictures of herself and admire it! HAHAHA! Funny shit man, and stupid adam i ask him if he got the song say ok he himself say ok then i was like "DO YOU HAVE THE SONG SAY OK" he reply "I SAY OK WHAT!" he call me sotong when his the sotong stupid adam. xD Ha! oh xiao qi's tuition got cancelled woohoo can meet up later already goodie! was smsing * ytd had lots of fun making fun of *. hahas! but * slept half way pig la ok, but * replied this morning didn't know * will rmb. Ha! Ok la shall go wash the clothes now or else not enough time to go prepare to go out. Hahaha! (: CIAO!

Eh hello! haha, i shall carry on with what i did at night! went to tmart to meet xiaoqi, janelle, bernice, adam, micheal, nut, charles and shawn. Charles got up to walk to nut cause nut was on the phone then i think charles wanted to ask nut something suddenly charles fell in the drain la oh man it was damn funny that all of us laugh until we cried! hahaha! i dont even know how he could fall in la, then charles saw me looking he pretend nothing happen but i saw everything. Ha! Later on went under block to slack cause tmart macs kinda pack outside the smoking area there so yeah decided to go near janelle's house to slack. Then * sms me asking me if i got stick cause * wants some but i said i try to go, then * became kinda fed up i guess? * was kinda angry with me can tell. so i sms * and apologise then * sms back and said somethings la, sighs! kinda sad la. anyway three malay guys followed me and bernice la! freaking scary ok we freaked out then called gekming and peihua. Hahaha! cause they were at 85 but then the malay guys didn't follow already so lucky us then we went back. (: shall end off here now, ciao!

2007-06-11T17:11:00.000+08:00

I’m over your lies
And I’m over your games
I’m over you asking me
When you know
I’m not okay
You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be tellin’ me
I know you’re not alone

Oh and that’s why your eyes
I’m over it
Your smile
I’m over it
Realized
I’m over it, I’m over it
I’m over

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain’t no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I’m so over
( I'm so)
Movin’ on, it’s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I’m so over
I’m so over it

I’m over your hands
And I’m over your mouth
Trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

Oh and that’s why your world
I’m over it
So sure
I’m over it
I’m not your girl
I’m over it, I’m over it
I’m over... etc

I feel super fu ked up right now, sigh!

i dont know why but i feel like screaming and

shouting at everyone! oh man i dont know

whats wrong with me. Ahhhhhhhhh!

i need my girlfriends badly, they are the

only ones who can cheer me up right now

especially janelle she makes me smile

and laugh. boohoohoo! )': anyway she's

coming back tmr can't wait to meet her.

i didn't go out the whole day i am super

tired and lazy to go out! :DD but i should be

going out tmr to pick janelle from the airport,

haha! cant wait. hmm im gonna go meet

bern and xiaoqi for dinner later i guess? if

not i'll be having dinner at home. (: oh

* sms me ytd night man, super happy! ahas.

and i found out somethings ytd was really

shock to know it was her la, i didn't know she

would do sucha a thing like that oh well

let bygones be bygones! im think im

through with love? i can never love someone

else ever again, i guess i dont want to and

because i cant forget abt her. =/ sighs!

i've to move on but i'll never bring myself

to like another person again choose * will never

be replace in my heart. ):

2007-06-10T14:20:00.000+08:00

YOUR THE ONE THAT I NEED,

BUT I LOST YOU!

Hello World! (:

im right now super bored, haha! woke up super late today. was down with a fever and i couldn't sleep well man! ): * sms me ytd was super shock, but at the same time super happy. anyway suppose to go sentosa with sam, xiner and the rest but didn't go cause im down with a fever! boohoooo! )': plus the weather is super hot i think if i went i'll just get sun burn man, haha! i think bernice would get sun burn. Ha! gonna hear her complain about how pain is it later! hmm, well i don't think im going out today cause im sick and im lazy to leave the house shall be good and stay home. its not like me to stay at home on a weekend so yeah! :DD im a change little girl la maybe because of what happen last time then i decided to change. sigh! i really do miss * badly i want to meet * but i don't have the guts too, oh well im hopeless man! =/

~~If only you would gimme another chance,~~

~~i'll prove to you that i can change and that~~

~~i won't make anymore mistakes again. But~~

~~no you didn't let me prove it to you, you left~~

~~me and i only have myself to blame! Im sorry.~~

2007-06-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

Hey there and y-a-w-n-s! =/
Argh! im super tired, woke up at 9plus cause of my stupid sister. there was i sleeping and dreaming away she came to wake me up! sucha an ass ok anyway had my lunch already and now im blogging i don't think that i'll be going out today, maybe to church only. suppose to meet esther to get free sticks but i didnt go! Ha! too lazy to go down my house and plus i haven't bath yet la, x) i think i might be going to meet bernice and xiaoqi later for awhile collect my stuffs from xiaoqi that she took home ytd! hahaha!

oh well, i really miss * alot! i wish i could turn

back time. kinda depress lately, trying to be happy

as * ask me too but i can't and im sorry i'll be

happy on the outside but in the inside its

just different. guess your happy now with your

friends and i guess you forget all about me already

well all i gotta say is take care and be happy

cause you won't have to be sad anymore you got

your friends to make you happy and thats all

you need. )': i'll really miss you alot, im really

sorry for everything! takecare love.

2007-06-08T10:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA! x)

Hello Peeps! (:
sorry for not updating for sooooooooo long! haha.
been kinda busy with lots of stuff so didnt had time
to come online, anyway i guess my holidays are fine
la have been going out mostly everyday! HAHAHA! :D
oh oh and i miss janelle truckloads man, gosh!
i hopes she comes back really soon man without her
is so quiet la. sigh! i miss someone shall not say who
that person is and i bet * doesn't miss me at all, well
i guess * is really happy now la! ): & i hope * fine too.
im going out later to joshua's birthday party woah
fun fun fun, trying to get my mind off everything
thats making me sad right now. alright i gotta go
now gonna help my mum in the household chores!
and i shall be a maid today. Ha! xP

2007-05-28T12:17:00.000+08:00

I'M SORRY,

that i've hurt you and

for everything that i've done.

~~I know what i did wrong and~~ ~~im seriously sorry,~~

~~if sorry cannot mend your heart back then i got~~

~~nothing more to say. I still love you anyway! ):~~

2007-05-25T12:31:00.000+08:00

Chris Daughtry - Over You

Chris Daughtry is hot, he compose nice songs! haha.

i don't mind being his girlfriend for a day man, xD

S-H-E-R-I-L-Y-N woke up pretty early today! Gosh!
didnt had breakfast at all, no appetite actually. >:
had my bathe then went to meet my form teacher,
took my report book my mummy went with me
my teacher tell my mummy bad stuff about me! )':
but overall he said i was good in class just need to stop
shouting. hahahas! :DD mummy not too happy with
my results. boohoo!

English: Grade1, Chinese: Grade5,

Maths: GradeU, CPA: Grade2,

EOA: Grade2, DNT: Grade5.

I know i failed maths badly but i did tired my best!

oh well, daddy called to ask about my results too

told him i failed my maths then he said try my best

for my prelims so i said ok. hahahaha! lucky he never

scold me, WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO! xD

holidays here i come. Lol! i love the holidays man

sleep late wake up late go shopping and more slacking

Ahas! gonna go out later to meet janelle and bernice

need to pass janelle money for zouk tix. (:

then maybe gonna slack at tmart, Lalalalas! hahaha.

Baby called just now, she sounded super happy

cos ALL her teachers didnt say anything bad about

her to her dad. but her teachers took her dads number

Ahahahahas! and im guessing she's sleeping now.

that stupid piggy! oh wells, gonna take a nap too damn

tired plus i woke up so early. Goodness! >:/

Nighty night people! Loves.

Labels: I love the way you say my name.

2007-05-23T12:23:00.000+08:00

I want to be your only girl.

Hey yo! (: hahahaha.

sorry this few days have not been blogging kinda busy.

going out and all, i shall blog for the other days too

well i didn't go school today school's boring la! gosh!

and anyway i'll be going to bugis later on to shop. haha!

going with bernice, janelle.L and xiao qi gonna have loads

of fun and laughter. they mean the world to me man! :D

I Love Damn Loads! Woah, =] shall blog about ytd now.

today's post kinda short la haha! got nothing to blog about

sorry guys! :DD

Ps: I miss going out with my girlfriends!

rachel.t they all! ): && i miss my baby loads! Boohoo!

Tuesday, 22th

Didn't go to school too, was lazy and yar. hahahaha! (: janelle and bernice came my house for awhile after school cause janelle wanted to cook her maggie mee! Lol, i ate some. after she ate her maggie i went to change then we went janelle's house cause she wanted to change and bath, hahaha! she bath very long sia but me and bernice was watching disney channel! YAY! we are childish, hahahaha. went tmart after she was done met xiao qi there then slack at tmart, saw ian, charles, micheal, adam, nickhil and some others with them. baby came tmart out of a sudden. gosh! i was shock la didn't expect to see her there oh well she went home then came down to macs to finish her homework, she's been studying really hard for N's. while im slacking away! hahahaha. :DD stayed at macs till 9puls then went home! mum was nagging away oh well! (:

Monday, 21th

went to school, was kinda boring la nothing much happen in school and so little people came to school. gosh! friday got parents meeting, DARN IT! i hope my form teacher don't tell my mum bad stuff about me. hahaha! =] after school went home to change and then went to meet bernice to go tmart meet janelle and xiao qi, waited for my sis there too she came with joshua. saw the others there which is micheal they all slack at macs for awhile then the guys decided to go OCH so we went too. damn freaky la ok! tsk, went around OCH the guys brought us where to go and all it was super dark la. Fuck it man and my sis was damn scare! hahahaha! :D left OCH around 10plus, mum nagged when we got back! gosh. dad scolded us so yeah! (: Love my friends they put a smile on my face. hahaha! xD

Labels: I want to be there for you always.

2007-05-18T11:53:00.000+08:00

& just love me like you use to.

i'll be your's forever if you told me not to leave,

i want to hold you in my arms tonight my love.

well i didnt go to school again, ha! i find it boringgggggggg.

anyway bernice got suspended today so sch will be boring

without my bestfriend there, hahaha! i got back my results

already and guess what i failed my maths and chinese! DARN!

English paper1: 55/80, English paper2: 54/60,

Maths: 17/100, Chinese: 49/100,

CPA: 103/127, EOA: 58.5/80, DNT: 55/100.

my results very bad right? i failed my maths really badly! ):

i can never pass my maths at all i fail like 2654783910 times.

but i failed chinese by 1mark only super angry with myself!

Gosh, i guess my mum gonna scream at me when she see my

marks for my maths. =/ but i tired my best ok, the paper

was really very hard and most of my classmate cant do it too.

anyway im damn bored at home dont know if im gonna go

out later, sighs!

I miss my baby, its been long since i last met her! )': we talk

things out ytd i guess? she told me what she didnt like me doing

and stuff like that. i cried while she sms me though but i guess

what she said was right? sighs! i told her what i didnt like her

doing too and that i dont get enough attention from her then

she said she'll change and i said i'll change too. im hoping that

our relationship will get better la, cause i wont want to leave

her for someone else! & i promised not to leave her too. =]

imy, imy, imy, imy, imy, imy, imy, imy, imy,
ily, ily, ily, ily, ily, ily, ily, ily, ily, ily Dervin.

Labels: I won't ever leave you i promise.

2007-05-17T12:00:00.000+08:00

Do i still know you?

Im hurting inside but it seems like you don't care

I can't stop loving you cause your everything i ever wanted.

hmm. didnt go to school today was feeling sick,

and im feeling super lazy today! Ha! :DD

my sis is like at home too cause she's sick and

i've to cook lunch for her. DARN IT! but im

going out later to meet janelle and bernice. YAYNESS!

don't have to stay home and rot to death, hahaha!

i miss my baby. sighs! she pass her maths and im

super happy for her! MUACKS! =] unlike me im

so stupid ok, i didn't pass my maths and im super sad.

Mum's gonna be mad at me for not trying harder for

my paper but so far i only failed two so i guess its

alright la. anyway i should go get ready now

cause i take super long to get ready! (: Loves.

Labels: If i you tired to love me like you use to.

2007-05-15T11:58:00.000+08:00

IM DEPRESS. )':

& REALLY HURT!

everything you said was it just a lie?

why are you doing this to me. >:/

what have i ever done wrong to you? sobs!

I !$%^@ you ok. I REALLY DO! ):

stop hurting me alright! sighs. im tired!

i tired to change for you but i guess it was a waste.

tell me if im wasting my tears on you too

cause if i am i'll stop crying for you everynight,

im sorry if i did anything wrong.

but i dont know who are you anymore! SOBS!

I always needed time on my own,

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone.

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone. The pieces of my heart are missing.

The face I came to know is missing,

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it ok, I haven't felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

I love the things that you do. We were meant for each other,

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me.

But you were gone! i'll love you forever.

Labels: I don't know you anymore. Sobs!

2007-05-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

STRESSED UP WITH EVERYTHING!

& I MISS YOU BADLY BABY.

sigh! sigh! sighsssss! i miss my baby so badly ok,

i'll get to spend time with her after the exams only. sobs!

im freaking stressed up la! i hate HATE exams.

^&*#$%@ Fucktard sch only having mid years,

while others having prelims! argh. im PISSED! >:/

anyway i gotta go study already will blog soon! Loves.

To baby: baby i love you so much, i know ur busy studying

for the exams but you must not forget me ok? ): or else i'll

be super sad and i'll cry. study hard and meet me real soon!

sorry abt ytd too, i love you! you! YOU! (: Muacks!

Labels: Hold me in your arms my love.

2007-05-02T13:02:00.000+08:00

& i love you so.

Took my english paper2 today, was quite easy though. haha! im gald it wasn't so hard la ended school at 9.05 today went to eat in the canteen then went home, so yeah im at home now blogging later gonna meet bernice then go t-mart to study! Ha. and i think its gonna bethe two of us only! sad, but nvm! we are gonna mug for my techincal studies didnt learn a shit about techincal, i wouldn't want to fail that subject too! haha. im boredddddddddddd! gosh! bernice is watching HEROS at home, haha! shall update about the other days now.

Tuesday. 1th May

Went CS to catch spider man3, went with gek ming's mum and three sister's plus one of her mum's friend. went to her house at 11.40 she was still sleeping so went her living room for her to wake up her two youngest sister's were having tuition and the youngest one kept staring at me. Gosh! =/ scary ok! Ha! her mum wasn't at home so her second sis open the door for me, im closer with the second sis only man. Haha! the others NO! (: ok so gek ming woke up quite late and her mum came home for lunch she bought for all of us lunch, i didnt want to eat actually but that stupid gek ming forced me too! Argh! she's making me grow FAT, haha! anyway her mum said the movie starts at 4plus so must be there super early to buy the tix or else sold out so we went CS at 3 her mum bought the tix and we waited. walked around TM and CS to wait for the show to start, then went in the movies about 4plus. saw jacky when we were on our way to CS, after the movies her mum's friend went back i think? then her mum bought us to cafe cartel to eat! YUMMYYYYYYYYYY! but i didnt ate much because i ate popcorn throughout the WHOLE movie beacause gek ming and her sis didnt want the popcorn. and gosh i was full! =/ couldn't eat anymore but her mum stuffed me with the steak she ordered, i'll just grow FAT laaaaaaaaaaa! Boohoo! )': ate dinner already then went to gek ming's house stayed for awhile then went home, reached home about 10plus. oh yar i saw wenya and her bf while walking to tam inter to take a bus to gek ming's house! haha. so funny, anyway we patch in the night she ask me one! Ha, SO HAPPYYYYYYYYY! Lalalalas. i went home to tell my mummy and my mummy said don't everytime patch and break no good one then i said oh ok! I LOVE DERVIN SO MUCH, NOT GONNA EVER LEAVE HER! :D

Monday. 30th April

Exams started today, had english paper1 and basic MT and listening it was kinda easy la. haha! went home after the papers cause was going out at night to meet bernice, xiao qi and charlotte to study! haha. we met up about 4plus i guess? then studied was studying half way and bernice kept taking pics! LOL! we were damn retarded ok, shall post the pics now. (:

& WE ARE FULL OF NONSENSE!

HAHA, LOVE THEM LOADS! :DD

Labels: You came back to me my love.

2007-04-29T14:06:00.000+08:00

i wish we could be like before!

its been long since i last blogged, i didnt have the time to blog as im mugging for my exams and recently been through alot of ups and downs in my life so im kinda depress lately. oh well! life still gotta go on as what weiru keeps telling me, ha! that girl is full of nonsense sometimes man. anyway im going out to study soon with xiaoqi and bernice! Haha! going to t-mart macs to mug mug mug. gosh! im like studying so hard la, unbelievable ok this is the first time im mugging so hard for my exams i better past all my subjects too or else my mummy will come running after me with a can in her hand! LOL! ok la she wont do that but she'll nag and nag if i fail so yeah i gotta pass. shall ask xiaoqi to teach me later, she's super smart at all her subjects la she got the brain's and the looks she super pretty too! gosh! cant believe she's my little sis. haha! oh diana got discharge today from the hospital too, im so happy she's fine already but it was super funny when she told me she swolled her tongue stud ok! haha, den the doctor wants her to shit it out then she can be discharged i guess she shit out her tongue stud already. thats why she can be discharged! hahaha, ok la im gonna get ready now im suppose to meet xiaoqi at t-mart macs at 3 and i think im gonna be late! Ha! Loves.

To Her: i'll love you even though you dont love me,

i'll wait for you even if you want me to stop!

i'll never stop loving you & that i can swear.

please come back to me, i still love you alot! ):

Labels: I'll never stop loving you.

2007-04-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

DER, DERVIN!

I LOVE YOU! (:

Hello World! (:
its been long since i last blog. Gosh!
i miss der....vinnnnnnnnn! Ha!
i still love her and i'll always dooooooo.
Lalalalas, going down to study soon.

shall blog tmr sorry if the post is short!

To Rachel Wong: I love ur hugs girl! =]

2007-04-19T08:26:00.000+08:00

BECAUSE OF YOU,

I TRY TO STAY HAPPY!

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.

sorry guys but i've no mood to blog

im feeling down at the moment and not well.

down with a cough and fever, gosh!

sick sick sick! Loves.

2007-04-16T11:33:00.000+08:00

sighs, didnt go sch today.

im feeling sick! and my tummy hurts badly la, argh!

i dont want to fall ill cause my body just cant take it.

today's post will be short, dont feel like blogging. sighs!

i didnt need this from you. you didnt have to hurt me
im breaking down everynight because of you,
this pain thats in me it hurts too much. :'(
i cant face the world knowing that i'll see you again!
my heart hurts and i cant feel a thing because im numb.
i'll take a knife and slash my hand but i wont feel a thing
because i'll only feel the pain in my heart!
if you ask me to stop hurting myself i wont listen,
i'll only cry and hurt myself more! so just let me be.
i wont believe in love again, cause ur no longer with me
i'll love you in silence even if you dont love me! :'(

IM HURT IN THE INSIDE.

BUT I'LL MASK MY PAIN AWAY!

I'LL BE HAPPY WITH A MASK ON MY FACE

SO THAT NO ONE WILL BE WORRIED.

Label: I'll love you in silence

2007-04-14T18:47:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER! )':

i break down and cry everynight.

you don't know how much i loved you!

i hate you for hurting me.
just leave and never come back!

i'll never be able to forgive you.

i dont know why i miss you so much and,

i dont know why i still feel ur touch.

you left me feeling high and dry,

with nothing but the question why.

you i guess you had another direction

leaving me with nothing but a dead connection,

if you call me today i'll say that im fine

but i can bet you can tell by the tone of my voice its just a lie,

you knew what you had yet you still walked away.

leaving me in this mess.

My love for you is deep and meaningless.

Label: Im breaking down

2007-04-12T08:26:00.000+08:00

Sighs! ):
im in school now blogging. had no time to blog at home
i feel super down la! ytd went to baby's hse cried at her house.
she said some hurting things to me that i didnt want to hear
sobs sobs! i dont want to keep getting hurt i want to feel love
by you baby! )': sighs! im depress, gosh! so no mood.

~~We time out. sighs! i think ur love is fading,~~

~~just say those four words and i'll leave.~~

IM SORRY FOR THE THINGS I DID WRONG,
I'LL CHANGE IF YOU WANT ME TOO! ): SIGHS!
I LOVE YOU DERVIN! MUACKS!!

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Label: Don't wipe away my tears if you don't care.

2007-04-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

SIGHSSSSSSSS! just came home.
im feeling down, mum was warded in hospital ytd night.
man i feel so sad i dont really know what the doc said
but i know it has something to do with my mum's tummy,
oh mummy please faster recover! :(
i dont want anything to happen to her ya know. sighs!

sch's been a FUCK! fucktard sch la ok
hate my sch sometimes my MATHS TEACHER SUCKS.
stupid PMS, she's been so bossy now a days
i think her screw came off or something, gosh! >:/
i dont understand a shit tht she's saying too man
oh fuck laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! how to pass liddat!
this sucks la, ok from now on i shall study.
haha! i can do it man. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i feel kinda vuglar today, i dont know why also
fuck ur mother you stupid chee bye go hong gan!
OOPSSSSSSSS! dont mind me ok? maybe im just stressed
so many things have been happening lately too
gosh! >:/ cant really do well in class too, been depress.

anyway i met darling dervin today! haha.
she was so sweet to come and visit my mum too
BUT she bought pei hua along, so bern had a hard time.
ha! but it was fun being around with them :DD
& bern got caught by her mum with pei hua just now!
oh my her mum kept asking who was that and everything
SCARYYYYYYYYYY! i dont wish to have this kinda mummy!
lucky my mum allows me to be with dervin,
if she doesn't i'll just make her accept me for who i am. HA!

woah, today's post is longgggggggggggggggg.
shall end off here for today! will blog soon when im free.
LOVES!

Label: Hold me tight and never let go.

2007-04-07T19:16:00.000+08:00

Didnt went anywhere today. Lalalas!

wasn't feeling well too! hahas, gosh!
i miss my baby badly need to see her soon or i'll die!
haha. shall add pics now. lazy to type! (:

OUR DAY AT SENTOSA! (:
which was ytd la. hahas! FUN!

& I LOVE TAKING PHOTOS OF MYSELF! HA!

I LOVE MY SIS BERNNNNNNNNNNNNN! (:

Labels: im missing you.

2007-04-05T11:06:00.000+08:00

Today's my 8th Month anniversary but i cant meet her!
sighs! :( anyway.
HAPPY 8th MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!

Its been long since i last blogged, was too lazy to update!
im kinda depress, so many things have been happening lately.
sighs! & today's like my anniversary but i cant meet her.
like WTF la! didnt go school today feeling sick
school have been ":@$!%^&*. fucktard ok!
stress with the coming exams i dont want to go school.
i hate HATE school, sighs! problematic teachers i've
having some problems with my friends too, gosh!
im feeling sick right now shall go take a nap. :( sighs!

im just so tired of everything already can i just die?
what did i do to deserve this, im sick of my life
i don't want to live any longer anymore! :'(
call me selfish or whatever i just dont care.
just let me be alone & let me die in ur arms tonight!

Labels : Im sick and tired of everything.

2007-03-28T19:09:00.000+08:00

School wasn't so bad today. (:
had fun going for basketball training today! ha! i sweat like shit la ok, like i just bathed finish! gosh! the juniors are FUNNNN to be with trained with them. :D phyllis is the sec2 cap! funny girl, ha! she's hot too. & my my she's got that sexy body man, WHOO! HOTNESSSSSSSSS! ha. she's pretty too, oh well! didnt go sch ytd was down with sore throat and fever stayed home the whole day using com. ha! nothing much really happen in sch la, only fought with baby while i was in sch was so angry la! sighs! but i was sad at the same time. i sometimes wonder to myself how can loving someone be so tough? =/

To My Baby
i didnt mean to flare at you & im really sorry if i said things that hurt you! you know i dont mean it, it was just out of anger. really sorry! :( Baby i dont like you helping your mei's when they are in trouble too. call me selfish but i dont care! i just want your attention to me thats all. do me a favour ok? next time if you help your mei's in anything dont tell me, i dont think i wanna know anymore you can say that i've got lots of trouble here and there but you still have my attention and i still do care for you alot. sighs! plus now a days your so busy with so many things i sometimes think that im important to you anymore dont ask me why i fell this way cause i just dont know. Baby all i want if for you to care for me like how you use to and gimme your attention cause i need it badly! JE T'AIME.

XOXOXO. ♥♥

2007-03-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

LAZY TO BLOG SO SHALL UPLOAD PICTURES!

TWO OF BABY'S FRIEND

They are irritating! ^

TAKEN IN SCHOOL

TWO SMALL PICTURES!

AT IKEA

FOOD AND TOYS!

THIS PIC WAS NICE SO I TOOK IT. =]

LATE NIGHT IN SCH FOR CAMP.

2007-03-25T18:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD! :D

i've change my blog skin again.
Ha! this one is much nicer.
going to go out later with my family
celebrate my dad's birthday! x)
actually his birthday is tmr
but we're not free so todat celebrate!
ok gotta go get change now. Loves!
PS: will update tmr & put pics in.

2007-03-20T21:33:00.000+08:00

CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN! =]
LAZY TO BLOG NOW, RAHH!

2007-03-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

SCREW IT I'VE NO MOOD TO BLOG!

SIGHS! IM FEELING SO DOWN,

I DONT KNOW WHY EITHER.

SOMEONE HELP ME! :(

♥

~~i'll be the one for you, when you have no one.~~

~~i love you!~~

2007-03-15T10:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PECK LI! ♥

hello world,
im having bad cramps today i woke up and cried like shit la stupid mens. i hate when i come my mens so pain la, FUCK IT! xD today second day some more. sad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! im going out at night also how am i suppose to live through the night hur? boohoohoooooooo. gonna celebrate peck birthday later! ha. i hope it'll be a fun night together with EVERYONE! but for now i gotta go bath & i want to watch my show finish (CORNER WITH LOVE).

LUO ZHI XIANG! AHHHHHHHHHHHH ~ HOTNESS. :D

im missing my baby loads too.
i wonder when im gonna meet her? =/
XOXOXO. ♥

2007-03-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

I SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT WITH THEM! HA.
I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHHH ~
GIRL-FRIENDSSSS ARE LOVEEEEEEEEEE! :D
PICTURES FOR THE DAY, THEY MAKE ME SMILE!

XOXOXO. ♥♥

2007-03-13T10:15:00.000+08:00

the holidays are here!
but today's the last day of school for us and i didnt go. im not feeling well too, sighs! baby and i fought ytd i dont know what to do anymore i feel so sad im just so lost without you by my side. im sorry about ytd i didnt mean to make you so angry i've never seen you like that before, you were so hush on me ytd too saying the things that hurt me. sighs! where's the gek ming i knew last time? i can't find her anywhere anymore i want her back with me but i guess i won't be seeing the gek ming i knew last time. cause my baby has changed already! x( sighs! i dont want you to be like this i dont like to see you like this too please dont treat me this way cause i dont want to be hurt by you i just want you to love me like before, i miss the way how you said i miss you randomly and i miss the way we use to have so much fun together. sighs! i'll love you forever but just dont hurt me please? i wont regret choosing you i wont regret loving you. this tears i cry is just all for you! im sorry baby for the mistakes i've made. :'( forgive me!

XOXOXO. ♥♥

Currently listening to, SUM 41 - Pieces.
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

2007-03-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

my heart is weighing me down, im getting so depress lately.

i can't seem to think straight because im so down

i dont know what to do anymore! will someone come & help me?

i dont want you to change, im sorry if i did anything wrong!

i love you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i dont want to lose you.

XOXOXO. ♥

2007-03-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

woke up late this morning. YAWNSSSSSSSS!
im so tired still la! gosh, ytd slept at 3plus cause i went home around 12plus. had a fight ytd at phoebe's chalet! my friends shout here shout there damn loud la. had to apologise to phoebe cause its her chalet and my friends were in the wrong to shout at my friends chalet so i apologise and my gf apologise too, gosh! MADNESS LAAAAAAAAAAAAA! hahas. i'll be going to my didi's friends chalet later too, but i go for awhile then go home already cause i dont know anyone there la but my didi keep wanting me to go so go lor. haas! i'll be back around 10 i guess dont want to stay out so late cause tmr still got sch then i'll be damn shag if i dont get enough of sleep. xD im not sure if im meeting baby today too see if she can go out first lor and see if she wants to meet, her anni present still with me la haven't pass to her yet. hahas! passing to her soon i guess? :) oh ytd baby's friend took bernice number! WHOOOOOOOOOO! his cute man, quite handsome. hahas! lucky bernice, she's damn pretty toooooooooo. i love my bitch bernice loads! x)

im missing you loads baby! ♥♥
XOXOXO ~

2007-03-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

Lalalalas ~
oh my im so bored right now, im going out soon so i decided to blog whats my plan for today. haas! going phoebe's birthday chalet later all the basketballers going to be there i guess not really close with them ya know. but just go only la since phoebe invited me! hahas, baby's coming to meet me later too so happy! i miss her sooooooooooooooooo much la. xD cant wait to meet her, YAYNESSS! but she's not replying my message's now mean right she? everytime reply me very veryyyyyyyyyy late one. oh well im use to it too! haas. :D im coming home pretty late today so i wont be online, i shall try to blog more often this few days too. x)

im going to find out who you bitches are!
coming to my blog to spam, esp CLOCKIES!

2007-03-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

TO THE BITCHES IN MY BLOG!

TO MARGARET, WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU AND WHY YOU COME TO MY BLOG FOR WHAT! YOU NOT HAPPY I SAY YOUR FRIEND IS IT! NOT HAPPY COME MEET ME LA. I WANT TO ME YOU FACE TO FACE & IF THAT CLOCKIESS IS YOUR FRIEND YOU JOLLY WELL TELL HER THAT ALSO, SOME MORE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU LA! GO HONG GAN BETTER STILL. I ONLY PLAY PLAY WITH YOUR THAT FRIEND THEN SHE GO OPEN HER MOUTH TELL YOU OUTSIDERS IS IT? KNN! I WILL FIND NATASHA AND SETTLE THIS WHEN YOUR THERE ALSO!

TO CLOCKIESS, EHS CHEE BYE KIA! I GOT SAY YOU ANOT UHS? YOU WANT TO CHAP IN THIS THING FOR WHAT? YOU NOT HAPPY WITH ME TELL ME IN MY FACE LA. I WILL ASK NATASHA WHO ARE YOU & I'LL FIND OUT WHO ARE YOU! I GOT SAY YOU NEED TO CARE FOR US UHS? NEVER RIGHT!! SO DONT COME TALK BIG HERE LA HOR, YOU DONT NEED TO KNOW ME CAUSE I FUCKING DONT GIVE A DAMN ABT YOU. BUT I WANT TO TALK TO YOU FACE TO FACE SINCE YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME! WHO TOLD YOU ABOUT ME LEI? NATASHA IS IT?! NVM I GO FIND OUT MYSELF. AND YOU HUAN LO MY SURNAME LA HOR. KNN! GO HONG GAN FROM MY BLOG LA, CAUSE YOUR NOT WELCOME HERE!

2007-03-08T09:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHRI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHOEBE! <3

Hello World! x)
hahas, im damn freaking bored this few days i've not been feeling well! haas, didnt go sch today cause im down with fever, sore throat and my body is aching all over la! gosh. i wonder whats happening in sch now i hope there's no test or else i think i'll fail, haas! im fucking sad that i cant meet my baby didnt meet her for almost a week already. gosh! & im missing her fucking so much laaaaaaaaaaaaa! maybe we'll be meeting up soon i dont know, oh well! my legs hurts man run 8rounds in sch on tuesday for pe. DAMN! mummy help me rub ytd night and it hurt, boohoo! x( talk to baby ytd night we kinda fought, sighs! i dont want to keep having arguements with you baby i wish i could stop as from arguing every now and then. im sorry if i made you angry or upset i dont wish to hurt you, i love you baby i really do.

i'll love you forever, just say you'll never let me go.♥
xoxo

2007-03-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

my days are feeling empty without you by my side,

im missing you like maddddddddddddd! sighs!

im sorry baby ~ x(

2007-02-22T09:11:00.001+08:00

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GIRLFRIEND STEALER! FUCK UR MOTHER LA.
DONT LET ME SEE YOU OUTSIDE LA!
I'LL GIVE YOU HELL IF I SEE YOU SLUT!

2007-02-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU MY DARLING! :'(
BE MY ESCAPE. SIGHS!

BORINGGGGGGGG!

2007-02-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

BORINGGGGGGGGG ~ for a chinese new year day la, haas! didnt really went visiting today just went to one of my uncles house to had lunch and that was it. went home after that to prepare for dinner cause all my aunties and uncles are coming over plus my sisters friends. i had no one to invite la! so sad and i was alone after i had my dinner didnt really went out to talk to all of them it just feels odd im not even close to them too and i dislike one of my aunties always so noisy and always telling me what to do. ARGHHHHHHHHH! she's simply irritating, she woke me up when i was sleeping at my uncles house today okays i hate people waking me up some more. BITCH! xD anyway im alone now using the com and the others are outside having fun, oh wells! im not close to them so i shall just stay in the room and they are gamblinggggggggggg! haas! i love that word dont know why too, MADNESS! :D its pretty noisy in my house so yeah. shall post my pics of the day now.

& I MISS YOU DARLING VERY MUCH! x(
COME BACK SOON MY LOVEEEEEEE ~
I'VE GOT MY SWEETEST THANGG! WHOO!

& ME & BAOBAO ARE FINALLY FRIENDS! HAAS ~

CHINESE NEW YEAR! xD

2007-02-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

on the saturday

woke up around 10plus packed my room and helped my mum clean the whole hse then only could i go out with my sis. my dad drove us to town and he went back home to clean the stuffs too! my hse was a total mess okays! i had a hard time walking to my room la, anyway me and my sis went t own only. she was damn retarded la! she kept tying her hair in the toilet and it took so long, gosh! but we wasn't rushing so its alright la. after we went out of the toilet we went to new urban male to get my sis slippers and you know want! my sis took so long to decide want colour she wanted, at first she wanted red but there wasn't any red so she said she would come back to buy when the socks come in then after walking around heeren i met my friend naddy. she was alone cause her friend ditch her at plaza sing, haas! so i went to meet her. i asked her to meet me at citylink actually but when my sis and i was walking to the bus stop i saw her my sis called her and asked her where was she, she said heeren so we met at heeren then. after we met already we went to new urban male AGAIN! cause my sis changed her mind. she went there to choose want colour she wanted first she tried on a few colours then she bought purple. (AT LAST!) after she bought it we walked around heeren, we actully decided to go cine BUT my sister stopped us. she wanted to change to another colour, how irritating can she be right? ARGH! she didnt dare to change it at first la. stupid idiot! then i push her to the guy then she asked if she could change to white cause white very easy to match clothes. she changed her slippers already we went cine, sit outside BK there cause i was kinda tired and my sis too! then we went arcade to walk around. haas! i know its lame but we were bored, watched this so called ah lian dance para para whoooo she dance so fast that her boobies bounce up and down but she was quite good! hahas, i know im disgusting but yar. oh well played a few games then went church, naddy went home and my sis and me went church to meet ur parents! i had dinner with my aunties and uncles too they were freaking noise. ARGH! didnt get to meet baby today too! sad laaaaaaaaaa ~ she's going malaysia soon also. sighs! thats about it.

TODAY!

Lalalas ~ boringggggggggggg day! sighs, slept at 4plus last night cause i couldn't sleep. then woke up at 8plus this morning so early right? GOSH! i was so tried la when i went visiting and all. didnt had the energy to do anything felt so weak! goshie! i got lots of money today tooooooo! happy happy me but so so tired! haas, but im alright now la. baby's gone to malaysia already. x( sad for me but oh well she'll be back soon la. im lazy to update already so i shall just post my pics tht i took. xD

FUN, FUN, FUN! x)

2007-02-15T12:39:00.000+08:00

didnt go sch today, having a bad cough and high fever! whoo, temp is 38.5! thts high i just took my med but didnt went to see the doc. im too lazy to leave my hse, hahahas! x) and im not suppose to go out today too cos ytd came home around 10plus den my mama was angry. so today, tmr and saturday i wont be able to go out. sad right! x'( hai, but im alright with it cos this past few this i've been going out late and all. been spending time with rachel tan, rachel lim, taby, kervon, eunice, bern and leshia. hahahas! THEY ARE MY FAMILY & I LOVE THEM ALOT! ytd went out with them to celebrate v'day, hohos! darling met up with me earlier. she gave me a suprise la! i tell ur how okays and wad happen, diana actually told me she got tai ji ytd den she ask me if i wanted to stay and watch cos some bung wanna fight with her and all. so i said okays i stay but i go home change first and bath den when the bung come already sms or call me, i was half way bathing when nikki call and sms me i told her i coming down already cos i just bath but she kept rushing me la! ah yo. den she called me and she say diana wanna kena beat already hurry hurry come down, when i heared tht i run down la den when i reach opp sch i saw darling friends i thought diana call them down to help or something but NOOOOOOOO! thr was no fight or tai ji at all! but in fact darling was thr, she totally suprise me la! omg! and she gave me a bouquet of roses. one rose even had the word i love you on it! damn nice la. thr was 6pink roses and 1red one, i didnt know wad it stands for den darling told me it means one and only. i love my darling so much la! she's so sweet and she wore damn nice just for me la ~ LOLS! and she was suppose to meet me in the evening actually, haas! but nvm. after tht me, darling, xiao qi and three of her brothers went tm cos xiao qi wanted to get v'day presents. so we went saw some of my friends and my teachers! GOSH! haas, luckly i had the bouquet to cover my face from them. hahas! throughout the whole time one of darlings friend kept disturbing me la it was so irritating i punch him and he said is tht all you can do, not pain at all so i kicked and punched him! FUCKING IRRITATING! GOSH! i would kill him if i could. haas! anyways after tm we went eastpoint but darlings friends didnt go. i was happy man! only me and darling went den xiao qi meet us at eastpoint after she went home to change, we met taby, bern and rachel tan first den kervon and eunice. and at last leshia came she was the last to arrive, hahas! xD we went to play arcade but me and darling played pool she kept winning la! not fair. after playing pool went to meet taby, bern and xiao qi at sakura they everytime go thr and eat sia. ah yo! but me and darling didnt eat so went to find leshia, rachel tan, eunice and kervon at carpark playground thr. we were somking den bern, taby came xiao qi went home earlier we were damn bored la den darling suddenly wanted to play ice and water (SO LAME) but we all played it became super fun after tht. i chase kervon cos so called me lousy because i didnt win her in tick tic toe, (i dont know how to spell) :) i couldnt catch her la! she run so fast. gosh! so i stopped den join in playing ice and water. hahas! we were like small kids playing at night. so fun la! didnt had this much fun in ages, it was kinda late already so i went home first was bern and darling. we took a cab but darling wanted to walk home! kuku right she? she wanted to walk home cos she said her hse was near, so nonsense i tell you! we sent her home first den we went home i reached home about 10plus. went to bath first after tht called darling talked for awhile den went to sleep! i had lots of fun ytd ~ I LOVE MY LAOGONG SO SO MUCH! :DD

FUCK IT!

2007-02-12T19:28:00.000+08:00

went n2 with leshia, bern, taby, rachel lim & rachel tan. didnt go for extra class. its fucking boring la! GOSH! anyway, we reach n2 abt 2plus liddat den went to get leshia's hp cover first den go mac eat. leshia, bern, me & rachel tan went macs while taby and rachel lim went food court to eat. reach macs already leshia went to buy food while we were sitting down talking this four ping yi girl keep staring at me la, i also nvr do anything wrong! one of them stare at me and say diao lan la diao, so i just kept quiet at first until she kept saying i got fed up i told my mummy rachel tan. but she say dont care them they stare you stare back, i did just tht but when we wanted to leave tht time the four fucking ping yi girls kept staring. rachel tan got fed up den stare at the girl she also got stare back sia! rachel damn angry la. so we waited for them to come out cos rachel tan wanted to smoke den they came out of macs already i told rachel tan, rachel run after them with her cig. she shout at them ask them stop walking cos we wan to talk to them when we went up to them rachel tan ask the girl in chinese say "why you say we diao at you" the girl replied "no i didnt ur the one who diao at my friend" (refering to me) so i went up close to her face and said "i nvr diao you lei." she got scared and move back a little. rachel tan ask her say sorry to me den she say sorry until not happy liddat we ask her to repeat until i was happy abt it but she kept saying sorry la, sorry okays, so chee bye sia. until she FINALLY said sorry! den i accepted it. haas! only sec2 sia when step ahlian, four chee bye kia! xD she wanted to cry la. cry baby sia! hahas, after the tai ji we went slack downstairs the block. suppose to meet darling but nvr, hai! everytime also liddat sia. damn sad la! SOBS! x'( use to it already cos now we seldom meet already. like drifting apart la! hai! but we still love each other very much! just now she ask me call her den i call in the end her brother all disturb me can, i was having a bad headache too! angry until i hang up the phone on her! SO PISSED OFF! ARGH! my life's a mess, and so is everything im doing! FUCK IT! HATE MYSELF!

and it so happens tht,

SONYA BECAME MY DAUGHTER!

& MY BABE TODAY! xD

I LOVE YOU BUT IT HURTS!

2007-02-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

first of all i wld like to wish larve & amira,

HAPPY TWO MONTH ANNI! xD

sighs, this few days i've not been well & i've be depress lately. down with a sore throat & my fever is like up down up down. hai, this past few days alot of things has been going on in my life relationship problems is the most plus family. gosh! why do i feel like god hates me? i dont wanna suffer in silence anymore! i wanna be wad i use to be a happy cheerful me. but no i cant be tht girl anymore, cos im depress & hurt! how i wish all my problems wld be gone. sighs! i didnt know loving a person cld be so hurtful too. why is all my relationship so confusing & hurtful? WHY! x'( i dont wanna leave you darling but why do you say all those stuffs? i love you for who you are and not wad you have! you are important to me, you made me smile when i was down you made me always so happy when im with you. but all this have change already i dont know why but i miss all our past memories. memories which i use to love and enjoy, sighs! darling why are we always fighting? i wan it to end i wan all our fights to stop i wanna be like last time, sobs! but i know tht can nvr come back. my heart has been broken, all i feel now is hurt no more happiness in my heart! :( sighs! the tears i cry for you can nvr be compared to the hurt inside of me. & darling i know you are having family problems too but please dont always think ur useless when ur not, ur parents just said tht out of anger so dont take it to heart. darling i really love you alot & i seriously miss you so so so so much tht i cry longing to see you again! please meet up with me soon okays? i love you darling now and forever!

DRINK, DRUNK, DIE!

2007-02-07T13:14:00.000+08:00

OMG! you know what? ytd i went home drunk!

mum & dad was super super angry. i dont know

what happen ytd, i dont even rmb a single thing

tht happen ytd. gosh! my gf was super angry too.

didnt see her liddat before. i think its because i

broke our promise, sighs! i wont drink already the

hangover is so awful i feel like a car just run over

me. hahas! i swear i'll nvr drink so much already,

YEAH! xD shall listen to my darling. hohos! ^^

LOVES! CIAO ~

2007-02-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO TO ONE & ALL!

its been some time since i last blogged. xDD hahahas, so here i am blogging cos im bored! gosh! ytd my class had to sell wad we made. had our on stall & everything, hahas! it was damn pack with ppl la we manage to sell most of our necklace & earrings! so many ppl bought them la, so happy! x) hohos! but the candles we didnt sell much its quite sad though cos our effort all wasted. sighs! but overall we made a big some of money! woohoo! hahahas! =D HAPPY HAPPY SHERILYN! LALALAS! okays im mad, hahas! I GOTTA MEET BABY YTD! so happpyyyyyyyyyy! xP baby's sick actually, but she still went out. STUBBORN RIGHT! told her to stay home & rest she dont wan but she wanted to see me so yeah, sweet right? haas! we are sucha a loving couple i dont ever wna lose her to anyone else. YEAH! :D

anyways lets not talk abt this already, many ppl didnt come sch today i guess everyone is getting sick. gosh! i also wan to get sick can? LOLS! den i can stay home & slp. but i'll just get super sick until i cant get out of bed so i think i rather not be sick! hahas! im also having a slight cough now, sobs! x( dont really like the feeling of it but oh wells. im trying to get well asap! cos my exam kinda started already & i dont wna miss anything out im scared i might not understand a single thing if i miss out on maths, computer or eoa! so i better not get sick! :)) & lately i got alot of problems understanding how to do my maths work. hohos! so yeah plus i had a maths test today, HOPE I PASS! haas. nothing really happen in sch today kinda boring right? we had to stay back until 3.30 today too, our teacher is super funny la she taught us how to play a game. SUPER FUN! had lots of fun for tht hour la. hahas! den after sch i went home str8! i know im sucha good girl, i've changed! hahahahas. so lame! oh well this is me wad to do! x)

hmm, lately i've been having loads of problems with my family & sch! gosh! my family problem is because of my mum la. so irritating! i fought with her on my confirmation day of all days it had to be tht day, goodness! she cried infront of my godma & uncle i made her cry i guess? i think i was getting too out of hand tht i made her cry but WAIT, she also made me cry & i cried even worse den her la! oh of all places i cried at cafe cartel. tht is so not me la but my mum was the one who made me cry! SUCHA ASS OKAYS! argh! until now she's not talking to me but i dont care & she always calling me idiots & other names. wad kinda mother right? goodness! cant stand her sometime, so thts abt wad im facing with my family.

& as for sch its because of frens & teachers! i kinda fought with bernice i think? hahas! ^^ i shouted at her & she gave me tht attitude but me & her always fight den okays so i dont really count tht as a fight. haas! but i dont like other ppl in my class & other class, one from express & OMG her breast is super big la. cant stand it so funny i everytime make fum of her by calling her names, she knows a girl from my class a nerd! & tht big breast girl go complain everything to her so i saw la in the canteen den i say "talking abt me is it? wan to talk abt me come say in my face la dont need talk behind my back! KNN!" so fucking chee bye la! argh, sucha a complain queen. HATE THIS KINDA FUCKERS! =x oh & my classmate went to complain to my form teachers i dont know wad my classmate think my teacher will do sia, but wadever the case is im not gonna let her off easily! a coward & a scary cat. hohos! ^^ i think tmr my teacher will come & talk to me but i dont give a shit! :DD

i so hate my chinese teacher too! tht bloody bitch always picking on me, leshia, bern & larve la. wad we do to make her hate us la tht chee bye kia. & she nvr pick on the nerds! like WTF! they talk SO loud, laugh even twice as loud as us she nvr say anything. i was so fed up i shouted at her the other day i said "ta ma de you everytime pick on us nvr pick on our other classmate very unfair la, only know how to ask as to read read!" she answer me so soft i cant even hear so i kept saying huh huh huh! she bang her book on the table den i also bang, hahahas! i shouted "not happy uhs come la, i also not scared of you." she was fed up talking to me so she walk to the front & teach the other side of my class, hahas! den i went to slp. damn tried on tht day! hohos! xD i know im rude to my chinese teacher but i dont give a fuck she's always picking on me so who cares. haas! okays i shall end here now, typed a super long post today! LOVES* CIAO!

~~my bestfriend kinda change and i hate the way she is now,~~

~~sucha idiot! i only nvr say out but i type here. oh well!~~

~~i guess ppl now a days seem to change alot already. x(~~

~~even my gf also kinda change, sighs! i cry almost everynight~~

~~but no one knows cos i dont wna tell anyone! i just hate~~

~~it when my frens & gf start to change, it just wouldnt be~~

~~the same anymore. sighs! im still the same sherilyn! but~~

~~just more hot tempered now, i guess i shld change too!~~

~~I LOVE ALL MY FRENS & GIRLFRIEND! x(~~

2007-01-21T18:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARLING! ^^
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL LIM!

hahas, went to baby's bbq for her bday celebration. at
first we got lost la, den taby called baby to ask her whr
is it so we took a bus thr. we reach thr abt 8plus la!
so late can, when we suppose to be thr like 7plus.
anyway it was fun la loads of her friends came too! one of
her friend was drunk super funny la, hahas! bern, larve
they all went home around 11plus den i was left alone
with baby's friends i dont really know them so i just
kept quiet the whole time until baby wanted to go home,
so yeah we left the bbq pit at 1plus i think i stayed
over her hse. haas! ^^ it was fun. den we went to bed after
we bath cos we were super tired la! hahahas! :DD

oh wells! anyway i dont think i can go out tht often already,
cos i have been going to alot of birthday party lately.
today was suppose to go steamboat celebrate rachel lim
birthday but i cldn't go! x( i wanted to go la but my
stupid mummy dont allow, hai! im so bored at home la!
i didnt meet darling today too. cos its family day for her
so cldn't meet up with her, well as for me im suck at home!
doing nth but blogging only. sighs sighs sighs! but i went
tm for awhile just now to have my lunch & buy things.
den after tht went home, boring right my life! xDD haas!
anyway i shall go have my dinner now, shall blog tmr
if im going online! cos i got camp tmr! hai! CIAO* LOVES!

2007-01-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

sigh sisgh sigh! x(
im kinda depress this past few days. me & baby
have been fighting alot lately, but maybe
she doesn't think tht way la. sigh! ppl are
getting into the relationship! i don't wan
tht to happen la! SOBS! x'( i cried alot ytd
night until my eyes were all puffy, i don't
know wad to do sometimes. but my frens
were always thr to comfort me & tell me
things tht wld make me feel better! ^^ im
happy they are thr for me. but im even
happier tht i have my baby! even though we
fight we will always solve the matter cos we
don't wna lose each other. i love my baby
loads & i don't wna lose her to someone else,
but if one day she choose to leave me den i'll
let go of her but i'll carry on loving her. sighs!
I MISS HER LOADS NOW ~ sighs! anyway,
today she came to meet me awhile only
but it wasn't even 1min and we went off! i
mean she's with her frens & she's going out
wad, so meet me also do nothing rather don't
meet right? her other two frens so dao la,
but my didi fed was alright. he said something
tht i wasn't too happy at i guess its my fault
i don't blame her for anything i guess it was
my attitude thts always in the way. i'll try to
change thts wad i told her too! sigh! i really
hate myself sometimes, & i also feel like ending
my life sometime. baby for you i'll change! i
promise you i'll try my best to change okays?
i love you so so so much, just don't every leave
me okays baby? i love you ~ UMUACKIES!

*TO MY PL!!
thanks for beinging thr for me ytd night! xDD
thanks for giving me advise too, i really needed
someone to talk to & you were thr for me! so
thanks again! =) LOVE YOU LA PL! hohos!

okays i shall end here now, gotta go pack my
sch bag for tmr! CIAO! LOVES ~

2007-01-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JANELLE! x)

hahas, janelle birthday party was a blast! ^^ we played suck & blow and i "KISSED" janelle & cherie la! alamak! hahahas, so not right! goodness. but overall i had loads of fun! xDD hahas! i went for both days too, ytd & the day before ytd which was janelle's birthday. well i didnt stay over cos nxt week going to stay over at my baby's place, or maybe going clubbing with her cos her birthday. WEEEEEEEE! so excited la! whoo, i think i'll be damn tired on tht day itself. =X hohos! ^^ who cares anyway, fun can already! =D so today i went church for mass & class. saw elsven she so "DAO" la! walao ehs, haas! i bought my faded jeans today at cs for 35bucks! not tht ex for a jeans la. was so tired today tht i went home after i bought my jeans, i straight went to my room and sleep! hahas! okays shall end here already! CIAO! LOVES!

2007-01-11T15:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO! x)
hahas, guess wad im sick! didnt go to sch today!

WEEEEEE! stay home can wake up late, xDD
today lesson also so boring dont go sch also nothing one.
im down with fever, cough & body ache my back damn pain la.

but fever went down already. but my throat also pain.

i didnt go to the doctor cos i already got med at home

but i need to get an MC, ah ya i lazy go see doctor la. argh!
oh wells, i miss my darling hubby loads & loads la!

hai, nvr meet her for a few days already. x( sad sia!
she went sch today, she called me just now to ask how am i.

hahas, love her loads la. im bored now ltr going to take a nap,

hohos! ^^ den ask my mummy write letter for sch too.
shall end here now, CIAO! LOVES ~

2007-01-10T19:40:00.000+08:00

went to sch today, many ppl didnt come. gosh!
abt 6 didnt come ytd was 10 la! some lazy & some sick. hahas! i also lazy to go sch sia, boring like shit but can disturb ppl in my class which makes tht fun! hohos! ^^ i slept in class today but didnt really sleep for long cos i had maths lesson den the teacher also very noisy one. hahahas! she also saw me sleeping la, but bernice woke me up den i got a shock! stupid bernice! LOLS! xDD well i didnt baby today & i dont think im meeting her tmr cos i gotta stay back everyday for extra classes, so nonsense right? we do nothing but homework can go home & do but sch dont wan! IDIOTS! only tuesday no need stay back la. cos end at 2.15 also very late, sighs! stupi sch la! so fucked up la! oh wells but at least i get to disturb my friends in class. hahahas, i know im mean! hohos! ^^ but its fun. shall end here already gotta go study! mummy ask me to. x( but i wont, haas! CIAO! LOVES*

2007-01-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

today was a boring day! x( i was so tired because of ytd night. i got push into the pool la! and i was all wet. ahas! it was christabel's party den we were celebrating her birthday at my girlfriend condo. hahas! damb fun la! shall show you all some pics tht i took ytd! hohos! ^^

*before we went for the birthday party! in church!

bernice & me in the kiddy toilet!

our reflections! x)

black & white. nice right! hahas!

this is lame of me, ahas! xD

downstairs bernice block.

the rest of this photo were taken at the condo already, hahahas! i know its alot so see slowly! x)

larve's legs were behind me! hahas.

i was getting bored so yar.

janelle made me laugh. -.-"

waiting for my baby to come!

hahas, janelle was at the background.

birthday girl & me!

me & janelle! :))

me & charlotte. ^^

larve & me! hahas! im short.

charlotte is short in this pic. haas!

janelle was singing when i took her.

wads with ur foot janelle? look at larve! hahas. funny!

aww, charlotte's thinking of her lover.

one sleepy & the other one talking away.

okays so thts it, hahas! some very funny right? i laugh like mad la cos they faces super funny. ahas! xDD anyways, today i didnt meet baby. cos she went bugis and i had extra lessons day, i mean its gonna be everyday but not tuesday only cos tuseday end at 2.15 kinda late too. oh wells! my sch sucks so yar! thts sad for me, sighs! okays shall stop here now gotta go have my dinner. CIAO! LOVES!

2007-01-06T15:10:00.000+08:00

GOSH! sorry i havent been blogging for a super long time already. x(

have been pretty busy lately and sch just reopen, i dont wna go sch! ITS BORING! SOBS!! and i dont wna see ppl's face in sch sia! argh! anyway my anni was ytd! hahas, so happy. we 5months together already! i dont ever wna leave her, she mean alot to me and i dont know wad will happen if one day she's gone from my life! gosh! hahas, i hope we last super super long together. hahas! hmm, im super bored now but im going to meet larve, bern & leshia soon! i think baby is coming to meet me ltr i dont know. oh wells! x)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA! & EARLY BIRTHDAY WISHES TO YOU TOO BEL!

hahas, this month so many ppl's birthday. janelle's birthday also coming already, baby's birthday also coming & charlotte too! hahas. so many brithday party to go to! hahahas. gosh! okays i shall end here now, gotta go bath and get ready already! haha! ltr i late leshia will scold me. CIAO! LOVES!

2006-12-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS WAS YTD! ^^ HOHOS!

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU BABY!

okays im in hong kong now, and its COLD! :(

I MISS MY BABY SOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHH!

nvr see her for abt one week i think.

only count down day seeing her, sad la! :'( SOBS!

okays i'll be back soon! see you all in singapore.

im coming back on th 30th around 8plus i'll be at the airport!

LOVES! KISSES! I MISS MY GIRL-FRIENDS!

& MY BABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! x(

2006-12-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

ALL EDITED BY BERNICE MY DAUGHTER!

LOVE HER LOADS LAHSSSSS!! xDD

2006-12-21T19:50:00.000+08:00

You Are 60% Lady

You're part lady, part modern woman.Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.

Are You A Lady?

Your Love Style is Eros

For you, love is all about the passion!And chances are, you're currently in love.You have a strong physical response to love...And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!)

What's" Your Love Style?

Your Birthdate: November 6

You tend to be a the rock in relationships - people depend on you.
Thoughtful and caring, you often put others needs first.
You aren't content to help those you know... you want to give to the world.
An idealist, you strive for positive change and dream about how much better things could be.

Your strength: Your intuition

Your weakness: You put yourself last

Your power color: Rose

Your power symbol: Cloud

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2006-12-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS! x)

its been long since i last blog, been busy lately. hohos! ^^ christmas is coming & i love christmas, esp when im going hong kong after christmas. :)) but my trip is not long only for three days la. must quickly shop! hahahahas. WEEEEEEEEEEEE! ytd went out with darling, leshia, bern & nat. had loads of fun, we went tm first to meet larve & arvind den went bugis actually we were suppose to go town. hahas! after bugis we went parkway to find janelle & jessica. sarah foo met up with nat at parkway too, oh janelle & ting wen broke la! i feel damn sad for janelle la she cried at parkway ytd. hais! JANELLE DONT SAD ALREADY OKAYS! STILL GOT ME! HOHOS! xD janelle & jessica left first ytd. & nat went to shop with sarah foo, so left me, darling, leshia & bern. we felt bored at parkway so went to simei, so we took a cab there. the cab driver was damn funny la. he talk super loud when he was on the phone & driving some more, den he wanted to see leshia's phone but leshia dont wan den the uncle say no need shy la. me, darling & bern kept lauging & laughing. he was super funny! & leshia's reactions was even funnier! hahahas! so we got to simei already we went acarde & play awhile only den i gotta go home, actually suppose to meet larve but leshia had a bad headache & i was super tired so we didnt meet larve. & as for my darling she went to meet nat at simei awhile i think, i was kinda angry when she didnt wan to go home. but she went home after tht, so tht was wad i did ytd! ^^ shall end of here already. LOVES! CIAO! :D

*oh here are some pic i loaded have a look yeah?

me, vanjill & bern. at topshop!

we look skinny, woohoo!

BESTI FOREVER! hohos.

bernice & me, bitches!

me & xiao qi. :)

bern, me & xiao qi.

me & janelle, she's cute!

JIEMEI'S FOREVER! x)

me & wanyan. ^^

bern, me & wanyan.

2006-12-02T16:07:00.000+08:00

Sighs sighs sighs! x(
im so sad right now, baby gone to malayisa today morning at 3plus. so last min la! i thought she's going on sunday den cancel to today! SOBS! I MISS HER SO SO SO MUCH! :'( i wonder wad is she doing right now. baby is not coming back for two weeks plus cos she's going malaysia den straight go to either tawian or thailand. so long! wad am i gonna do in singapore man, sighs sighs! i wish she come back earlier! sobs. but larve is coming back earlier man i was glad to hear tht la, miss her alot la. i missing so many things! x(

I MISS BABY!
I MISS LARVE!
I MISS FAGGING WITH LARVE!
I MISS SHOPPING WITH BABY!
I MISS GOING LARVE HSE!
I MISS SLACKING WITH THEM!
I MISS ALOT OF THINGS WITH THEM!

must hurry come back okay you guys? me and bern are lonely without you both! no fun at all! BooHoo! okay just hurry back we will be waiting for you guys. LOVES!

as time passes by i wait for ur return,
to be by my side again
and to hold me in ur arms.
please return fast as i'll be waiting!
I Love You my Baby*UMUACKS!

2006-11-30T18:17:00.000+08:00

Thinking of the words to say,

I'd like to think that this was fate.

Reference to a song you love,

Spell confusion with a 'k'.

Like a star without its strings,

I'm hanging here on these two wings.

For that smile & those eyes im falling.

If time could stop,

how could I make this more poetic?

When there's nth more pathetic to be said.

You bring me out, show me light,

I'm sry if I hide, I'm too afraid to look inside.

You carry truth, you make me smile.

If it were you & me tonight,

I would tame the stars,

& save the brightest one for you,

If you ever had the chance,

Would you make ur life seem right?

Or would you only hold it back,

The good times, the hard, & the bad.

Whatever you say is alright,

Just as long as there's no doubt.

Could you look me in the eyes,

& say you love me?

2006-11-29T13:20:00.000+08:00

lalalalas, im bored. hahas! x)

im so damn freaking bored at home, not much things to do also. oh wells! but im going out ltr. going to the airport to send larve off. she's going overseas!! so sad laaaa. BooHoo! no larve in singapore so boring, but i hope she enjoys her tirp. before sending her off we are all gonna eat TOGETHER! yea! hahahahas. happy happy me, ehs but i today got not much money. DIE! gosh, nvm i borrow frm bern first. hahahas! will pay her back dnt worry. xDD oh yea ytd i went out with darling, bern and larve. went to town to get bernice top frm topshop den went to meet wanyan! hoho! ^^ my cute meimei. meet her already den wait for her to finish work den we all go eat together at darling's working place, the food quite nice but only thing vry hot! hahahas! went to slack at one blk to smoke for awhile den off to east coast. wanyan didnt go east coast cus she needed to go home, had lots of fun going out with her sia! super cute and funny, we laugh alot together also. hahahas! nxt time must ask her out again. :) so me, darling, bern and larve went east coast took a cab thr. walk to sit at the bench saw super alot of army people la, LOLS! den darling wanted to go sit at the rocks thr so all of us went. so hard to climb up lehs, i nearly fell. hahas! so we all were sitting and looking at the boats and stars, it so super nice la. larve and bern decided to leave me and baby at the beach so tht we can have our own time alone together so they went home first, me and baby were looking at the stars! so nice la. hahahas! super romantic too, i love my baby so so so so much! YAY! :DD after tht i gotta go home already so we took a cab and baby send me off first den she went home. i love ytd! had so much fun and i enjoyed my day. hoho! ^^ shall end here now, gotta go bath and change to meet larve, bern and baby! hahahas! takecares, LOVES!

2006-11-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO! x))
took some new pics with my SISTER!
shall show it to you guys yea? hahas!

we were in the car and had nth to do so decided to take pics! hahahas, we are mad i know. does she look like me? =) i dnt think so cause her eyes are smaller den mine. LOLS! ok anyways, im bored at home again. hahahas! but im going VIVO tmr!! YAY! x)) home is boring man. guess i'll blog again soon, cause i got nth more to say. takecares peeps! LOVES! :DD *oh here's something i wrote hope you guys like it.

I'll hold a place for you inside,
Inside my heart for you and I
I won't forget these tears I cried
With every year that passes by
And I can't sleep without you
And I can't breathe anymore
Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes

I'll give it up this time again

Some things are better left unsaid

And all I have are lasting dreams

Our word's worth more this time it seems

so when you say i love you mean it.

2006-11-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

edited by ME! lalalalas.

RETARDEDNESS! xDD

blood sisters, hahas!

i miss you so much baby. :(

gosh! i look xialan =X

silly meeeeeeeee! :DD

oh mine, i can't see my eyes.

smile for the cam baby.

baby gimme all ur love.

shiokadoo baby! x)

took this pic at night in my room.

lolipop, lolipop, lolipop!

2006-11-17T18:39:00.000+08:00

HEY MY DARLING PEEPS! x)

oh my gosh! i didnt blog so long already, was busy working la. so yar really sry i couldn't blog guys. anyways guess today's who's bday? ITS MY SIS BDAY! hahahas! :DD HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMMIE! see im sucha good lil sis, but you have to wait for ur present cus i haven't get my pay yet. friday going vivo with darling, xiao qi, pei qi, bernice and larve. den i go get sammie's present! but after vivo i going esplanade. YEA! miss tht place loads man. ehs sam you have to wait for ur adidas watch ok? cus i need to save money first, hahahas! ok i shall talk abt wad i've done today. well lets see, i woke up this morning went to bath and started using the computer since den. baby went to work so she couldn't come out and meet me today so i stayed the whole day home and be a bum! LOLS! :) so im chatting with wanyan now online, she's a sweet girl super cute also. hahahas! we both are bored. lalalalalalas! no ones at home but me only, mum went for dinner & dance sis went to celebrate her bday at town dad went zouk for the v party with his frens and poor me have to stay at home alone. BOOHOOHOO! :( but im using the com so its not so bad la. hahahas! oh ytd i went to meet baby at tm, we ate at genki sushi den baby bought 7FISHBALL! alot right? she's a piggy la, oh wells! den i went to her place cus we had no whr to go already and tm is boring! gosh! so after tht i gotta go home and get change cus im going dinner with my family, daddy came home to bath and den we went to pick mummy up frm parkway so we meet sam sam at town. sam liked nydc's food so we went to eat at nydc to celebrate my her bday, only our family la. the food there was super nice i loved wad my mum ate, they call it romeo & juliet. so cute right the name? hahahas! and mine was tomboy farm salad. yummy yummy! xDD after we ate we went ZARA! oohhhh i bought a gold v neck top and a black skirt with a small gold belt with it, well both cost me 120bucks only. the price was not bad anyways the clothes are for christmas! actually wanted to get a dress but its not really worth it, a dress just for christmas? cum'on! ltr on went to the marrot hotel to get sammie's bday cake. she pick a cheese cake, it was super nice man! hahahas! i really had fun ytd, but today's boring! oh wells shell end here now will blog again soon! LOVES! xP

2006-11-03T11:36:00.000+08:00

hey heys! x)

dont you think this guy is HOT! hahas. whao! so emo! i love emo guys. hahas! like my new blogskin? i liked it very much. although its plain but yar. anyways im bored had nothing to do thts why i came to blog. hahas! gosh! ltr still need to go sch give book list den need to collect money for my bbq. ah ya! so lazy to go out la but oh wells my gf coming to meet me also. ok den i shall go bath and get ready. shall stop blogging. CIAO! LOVES!

2006-10-27T12:27:00.000+08:00

hello hello x))

gosh! im so lazy to update man. but oh wells since i've nth to do so i shall update. hmm, ytd was the last day of school. i was feeling sad and happy at the same time. sad to see some of my frens retain, happy tht there was no more school. hahas! =D

gen and sherui gave me my early birthday persent ytd too. so sweet right they rmb my birthday, gosh! and not forgetting nikki, racheal, yi xuan and racheal bf they also gave me my present.. hahas! sweet frens of mine. love them loads man, my birthday is coming too! its on the 6th nov yea!! happy me! =)

and before my birthday is my 3month anni, the 5th! hahas! so freaking happy lahs, i hope my bbq turns out as i plan it to be. gosh! turning 15 soon also. hahas! oh wells rmb to buy me my present okays okays. x)) takecares, CIAO! LOVES! <33

2006-10-20T10:00:00.000+08:00

TO: gen babe x))
here's the update you long waited. hahas! sry for being lazy to update lahs yup. anyways miss ya!

sry for the late update, was too lazy to use the com. hahas! gosh! i haven't been going school for four days already but ytd i went lah. hahas! schools boring and im lazy to wake up so early just to go school, gosh! im such a bum i know. :)) i wonder wads happening in school right now, LOLS!

anyways ytd fought with my baby, i guess its my fault again. i dnt really blame her for anything though, i guess i hurt her many times too thts why i blame myself for everything but i know i made her cry before and i dnt wna see her or hear her cry. sighs! why do couples always fight? gosh!

but we manage to solve the problems tht we had so everythings fine now and im happy tht we are no longer fighting. :D i love my baby so so so much dnt ever wna lose her to anyone because she's mine, mine, MINE! Teehees! i hope we really last super duper long together cause i wna marry her when i grow up. i know its abit silly but love is silly so yup. xD

shall end here now, gotta do hse chores before i go out and meet my BABY! im proud tht she's mine! HAHAHAS! im madd. gosh! CIAO, LOVES! XOXO <33

2006-09-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOOO THERE! x))

gosh, im super super sorry tht i didnt blog for so long. my com was spoil and i didnt really had the time to use the com. met baby opp school, smoked with baby when im not suppose to. sighs! sighs! hmm, today was kinda a bad day for me lahs.

got involved in a fight and the fight became WORST lah. GOSH! im kinda disappointed in 'HER' lahs, sighs! :( friends shldn't fight wad. shld just forgive and forget. haiya! im not gonna talk abt it already. i'll talk abt wad happen in school.

had maths test today lah, i dnt know if im gonna past. i HOPE i past. exams are like nxt week only and im not prepared! i better be a good girl and study study study. HAHAHAS! hmm, i guess i cant go out after the exams starts also. SOBS!! i dnt care! i'll still go out to study but at the same time have FUN!

oh i met ian today too and some of my sis frens, WAHAHAS! they are damn funny lahs. IAN IS A BULLY MAN! bully me today. i wack him with the whip and his hand had lots of lines! HOHO! =D oh well, i had loads of fun wacking him! hahahas! BIG BULLY! i went home around 6 and i made my sis clean my dog's pee. LOLS! its her dog anyway, im like damn tired now lahs. had a long day today. hahahas! :)) im gonna end here now. CIAO! take care. LOVES! <3

2006-09-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO OUT THERE!

sry peeps i know its been long since i last blogged, kinda busy and currently having lots of problems. sighs! things have been going pretty bad in my family.. i run away from home for two nights and three days. it was only just ytd tht i came home. fought with my parents, it was a huge fight between me and them but i back home now and things haven't change abit and guess wad my farking parents cut my line, now got no phone sim card sia.

URGH! I HATE MY FAMILY & I HATE MY LIFE!! just talked to my parents and my dad found out somethings which i thought he knew long time ago, cause of my farking mum thts why he knew abt it. STUPID BIG MOUTH MOTHER!! i wish i was born by other mum and tht i had another family, sighs!

everytime my mum blame me for no reason and my dad does NTH abt it! gosh! and worst of all my mum has big time attitude problem got no one to vent anger on den vent on me. i know im the youngest in the family but they dont have to do this to ME!! and this isn't the first time its happening luh..

i just wan ALL of this to go away fast and i never wan it to come back, sobs sobs! :(( I HATE MY FAMILY!! I WISH THT I WAS DIED NOW!! baby help me please, i need you right now by my side. sobs!

2006-08-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEE!! x)) HELLO THERE!

oh wells, school was boring today. and my stupid teacher make me stand for no reason! i was so pissed tht i bang my table, HOHO! =DD i think me and bernice had a little fight today but everythings fine now. hahas! sold alot of my stuffs today, so happy can. anyways i went tm today with bernice cause she wanted to get a pair of sandles, den we went to meet gek ming. went to toy-r-us, we saw mag and her friends man! WOAH!! :)) bernice was shy i think? better not say her already wait she come find me. HOHO! ah wells, had a fun time at tm today. larve met us after we came back from tm too slack at my hse dowstairs.. den i went home after tht already, Lols! im such a good girl. WAHAHAS! oh wells.. had tons of fun today! hmm, shall end here now, CIAO! LOVES! <33

2006-08-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

YAWNS YAWNS!!

im damn tried luh, okays todays post shall be a short one yeah. oh sry i didnt like update for a super long time.. been busy lately! hahas, anyways today went out with bernice and tervon. i went to church for classes den went to catch a movie at tm. we watched MY SUPER EX GIRLFRIEND! gosh! the show was damn funny luh. wahahahas! hmm, saw quite a number of my friends today. oh i got a new mummy already!! Teehees! joelle daddy found a new gf i think tht they will last super long, cause christabel mummy has a good heart yeap. HOHO! =DD anyways i shall end here now, CIAO! LOVES! :)

2006-08-05T15:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO OUT THERE!

hahas, my stupid PL PARTNER keep asking me to update man. so IRRITATING!! WAHAHAS! =DD im like talking to mag, bernice and nikki in one whole con BUT mag isn't talking at all. i guess she died already, HOHO! i know im mean man but its true wad. oh well, im like the happest girl today luh. HAHAHAS! cant tell you all why im super duper happy today, because its a little secret within me BUT some people know already and she better not open her mouth ah. Lols! if she did open i'll kick her head and pretend her head is a soccer ball, AHAHAHA!! x))

hmm, i dont think im like going out today. haha! shall be a bum at home man but i think im meeting bernice ltr downstairs my hse go down slack awhile then go home already, WAHAHAHAS! we like got no life liddat man. oh wells! haha, we are the retardeds so cant be blame. hahahas! :)) im like so darn BORED!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH! i can go bang wall and die now luh, talk to mag, bernice and nikki can die ah cause nobody in the con talking. BORING!! sighs sighs! anyways i shall end here now, i know todays post very short but at least i blog not like BERNICE! WAHAHAHAS! CIAO PEOPLE! LOVES! <33

2006-07-30T20:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!!

sighs sighs sighs, im so super duper angry with my family luh. ytd night i didnt went home i run away but they knew it was because of them thts why i run away. hmm, i shall share with you all what happen ytd before i run away. my whole family went to town to watch the show the lake house so after the movie we were walking to zara to get clothes, i was walking beside my mum den she stepped on my slipper and it spoiled so i scream at her and i kinda wack her on her arm. it was so light and she said it was hard, GOSH!!

and den she wack me and pushed me. she even called me a idiot and ask me to go and die, i shouted at her and said yar i'll go and die infront of ur bloody eyes. she kept quiet, so when we were in zara looking at the clothes my mum suddenly disappear so my dad called and he shouted on the phone tht my mum walked off and scolded him for siding me. so we were like trying to call her and find for her and she off her phone my sis called a number of times den can get through, we waited outside shaw house for her and all my dad and sis could do is to carry on blaming me. not everything is my fault right?

sighs! i cried and told my sis im going off and tht im not coming home so she said go luh i also dnt care. den i went to meet my friend and i told her tht i didnt want to go home den she ask me to stay over her house i said okays, so i slept over at her place and the next morning ( tht is today) we went tm to watch lady in the water. didnt go to church too was too tired and lazy, so yeap i came home after the movie and went to bed but i didnt had peace after tht. i had to clean the toilet and wash the clothes, sighs!! my life totally sucks luh. im darn sad and miserable!

I HATE MY WHOLE FAMILY!! URGH! shall end here now. nothing more to write..

2006-07-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

ALL ABOUT ME!!

what's with me? Lols!

I LOVE YOU!

UP CLOSE!!

STUPID FACE!! HAHS! x)

2006-07-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

ME, MYSELF AND I! hahas! :))
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

2006-07-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

HEY THERE!!

sighs, im so tried man. slept awhile just now. YAWNS!! oh sorry didnt blog for quite awhile.. been so stressed up with my school work and im like dying at home cause my mum has attitude problem and she's like giving us a bad time luh. like wtf right? plus my mum fights with my dad over small matter and we get the scolding after that when we are not part of the fight, URGH! whats becoming of my family?? im just so super duper sad.. sighs! :(

oh i went to the beach today, to destress myself. went with bernice and gek ming. LALALAS! it was darn boring at first luh!! bernice and me were screaming and people were like staring at us, i think they thought we were like mad people. hahas! i slept for awhile too and i enjoyed the wind. WOAH! it was cool air man, windy like shit. my hair was so messy after that and bernice didnt tell me till i asked her. Lols! saw cindial and kc at east coast too they were cycling, cindial's bike was so damn small luh. but it suits her beacuse she small small size one.. haha! hmm, we didnt stayed for long at east coast so we went home. took a cab and gek ming paid. WAHAHAS!! :))

anyways ytd night me and baby fought, sighs! i dont know what really went wrong that we fought. one thing i know is that when i said the word whatever baby was like so fucked up. i mean its just a word after all, baby scolded me and said so if i scold you bitch and slut its just a word what and i was like wth. i was speachless after that man.. sighs! it hurt alot when she said that about me. sobs! :( i guess we both were at fault luh, so cant blame her for what happen. oh wells everythings fine now and we are getting along again.. so yar. hmm, i shall end off here. nothing more to say.. CIAO! LOVES!

2006-07-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOOO PEEPS!! x))

Lalalas, sorry didnt update for a super duper long time. im a busy girl got lots of homework to do and projects to hand in.. this is STRESS i tell you!! hahas, oh well but im enjoying my life in school now. Lols! but sometimes school can just suck big time, because of the teachers and all.. urgh!! sometimes i just really wish that there is no school at all. =x

anyways, i slept in class today and almost got caught. haha! i dont wanna stand in class man too lazy.. Lols! gosh i had a rough day at school today too, was so tired when i was on the way to school. i can hardly move my arms.. haha! larve had to stay in RTC the whole day because of her hair, who ask her always wanna cut short. now her parents need to come down to school to see mrs joseph.. HAHA! after school today i went home striaght too, was darn tired and sleepy. Lols!

hmm, i didnt meet baby today too. but im going to meet her tmr at her house.. her aunty is going to be home, but at least her dad's working. Lols! if her dad wasn't working i dont think i'll be going up her house i think i'll be downstairs slacking.. haha! oh oh oh, our 10th month anni just passed. Lols! but in between our relationship we had alot of fights.. haha! :)) its good that everythings alright now, less fights and all. and baby seem to be changing too.. dont know how to explain, but i know she's changing. Lols! okays i gtg now, CIAO PEEPS! LOVES! TC!

2006-07-06T11:22:00.000+08:00

helloo peeps!! :)

didnt go school today man, im sick. running a fever and a cough.. Lalas! anyways ytd was a very bad day for me man, we went to see mrs tay after school to ask her if we could join back basketball and you know what she said to us? she said so many worst things about us can. like as if we had no feelings, den at the end she say she not gonna take me, bernice and larvena back but janelle still can go back if she come on monday for the training. WTF la! she say her sec1's are much better den us, i very angry with mrs tay la, she tell us another story she thinks we dont know whats going on in basketball even though we out already. so fark la!! urgh! i damn pissed off la.

anyway lets change the subject la, oh i run away from home ytd too. my freaking mother chase me out of the hse so i pack my things and go but you know what happen.. my idiotic sis followed me and ask me to go home when i told her i didnt want to go home, so i was like waiting for her to get lost la but she didnt den she went to call my girlfriend and my girlfriend another one keep asking me to go home so i shouted at her and told her to stop asking me to go home. i was so angry with my parents and they keep forcing me to go home.. at least let me cool down first la, urgh! so i decided to go home since my sis kept bugging me to go home.

and when i got home my farking father scolded me and my mum took my hp away.. i shouted at my mum that i hate her! she dont give me what i want and my sis gets everything. WTF right!! i slam my door and stayed in my room until the next day, so here i am telling you peeps out there what happen ytd.. oh my mum treated me so good in the morning. hahs! WTH right!! everytime also liddat one, oh wells mothers are mothers..

okays i shall end here right now, i've got nothing more to say already. and i gotta go eat now.. CIAO! LOVES! x))

2006-06-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

PLSSSSSSSSSSSS TAGGGGGGGGG PEOPLE!!
TAG TAG TAG TAG! WEEEEEEEE! :)) hahas!
oh i have two post for today, one at the bottom.

2006-06-29T15:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO ONE AND ALL! SIGHS!

i dont know how to even being typing, hais! been having lots of problem lately with my relationship and family.. oh wells! anyway schools a shitty place to go and i hate most of the teachers there. urgh! homework, homework and more homework!! like WTF la.. STRESS man!

i didnt go out after school i like went home straight man, Hahs! im like super guai. and well my dear bernice went to play maple with my stupid sis and julian.. i was suppose to play also but my com had problems logging in so decided not to play YET!! Lols!

its been a super duper long time since i blog too. oh i was suppose to meet baby today too but didnt meet in the end my mum didnt allow me to go out and yar.. hais! me and her have been fighting pretty badly. i guess its kinda my fault too, been moody now a days too..

whats wrong with me man?!?! i think the problem lies within me. sighs! =( anyways we like almost broke up ytd, gosh! bernice and julian was on the line listening to me and baby fight. i was quite moody ytd and i talked to baby abit rudely too.. im really SORRY!! sighs!

anyways i shall not talk about this already, Lalalas! im so sad i cant get into maple!! i wanna play and lvl up you know.. BOOHOO!! =(( i shall try my luck to get in later i hope i can get in. hahas! i feel so retarded, oh wells this is me! :)

yawns! im getting tired at the same time too.. i slept in class today cause i didnt get enough of my beauty sleep. hahas! i shall sleep early today since i got no homework to do.. oh but i have projects to hand in but not so early la. Lols! hmm, saw sherui and gen today in school yeah..

they looked kinda tired and some thing tells me they are kinda sad too, esp sherui. dont know whats up with them la.. hais! anyways what ever the case is i shall not think about it to much cause i wanna just chill and relax my BRAIN!! hahas! but i care for them la they are still my juniors and friends after all. :))

oh wells i just better buck up on my studies right now.. so no more going home late for me, SAD!! hahas! but i also gotta pass to go sec4 so yeap. study, study study and more of studying for me.. Lols! alright i gotta go now. i shall blog when im free, CIAO! LOVES! <33

2006-06-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!! :))

Lalalas, hahas! i didnt go out today cause im sick SICK SICK!! boo hoo! :( had high fever ytd night, my sis took care of me. how very sweet of her.. haha! :)) im all alone at home man, parents went to but food i think and my sis went to church. for once she's holy, Lols! my stupid dog keep making so much noise man. that dog is a ASS man!! oh wells, baby is also sick la poor thing.. i think her fever higher den mine. GOSH!!

anyway ytd i was eating dinner with my sis and my mum until half way i had to stop cause my friends mum called me and started scolding me in chinese and i was like huh? WTF! i dont even know whats she talking about and i only said orh orh through out the con until one part she talked in english to ask me to leave her daughter alone and i was like fine okays, and yar i wont talk to her daughter too man. her mum's a nut head scolding me in chinese and talking so fast.. oh and you know what her mum wanted to go to my school to complain to my prinpicle, so nonsense right? and i dont think i'll be talking to her daughter for a LONG LONG TIME! yeah.

anyway ytd bought alot of things from bugis too, Lols! saw quite a number of my friends at bugis too. oh wells, i shall end now.. nothing more to write and i gtg eat my dinner too. CIAOS! :))

2006-06-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

im so very bored right now so decided to blog, my stupid sis just wake up and now nagging at me. she is a ASS MAN! and she post on my blog ytd without my permission. ass right! oh wells, bernice coming my hse later to watch movies :)) hahas! i love that girl man funny person. baby went out with her mum and bro today so she's not meeting me today, i think im going to the gym later to exercise i NEED to lose weight man. im growing fat and i dont wan that to happen.. Lols! anyways ytd baby and bernice came my hse and you know what happen, they were throwing pillows here and there until bernice hit my parents vase. goodness! we were all scared la and my sis was damn angry, she glued the vase and my parents didnt find out so i guess everythings alright now.. oh bernice not coming already she just called me and told me her mum dont allow her to go out her mum's wans her to pack her room, Lols! too mess already i guess. shall stop blogging now time to WATCH MOVIE! haha! ciao, LOVES! x))

2006-06-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL! (:

sinced my little sister is not updating.
i shall blog for her =DDD

the ass cooked lunch for me.
haha. how very nice of her yeahs.
the food she cooked was delicious.
yes unexpected-ly delicious!

anyways her blogskins nice right!
hahas. miss wang did it.
and i help little sis put as her blogskin.
she make me do everything for her.
her blog song also i help her do one =X

i'm such a good jie jie ahhhh (:
hehehe. self praise for myself.

i'm gonna watch movie with tht ass.
before she finds out i blog in her blog.

TAG TAG TAG THE ASS LAHH !

2006-06-08T21:23:00.000+08:00

Lalas, im bored. im just too lazy to blog la jilly.. been busy lately too, oh wells. went to simei to bring my little doggy to cut his hair.. hahas! he looks so funny now la. hair so short, but his still cute.. Lols! my sister is sick, sick, SICK! serve her right. now she cant go out anymore because she's having high fever.. haha! bernice came out with us too, so funny la we took alot of doggy pics. this bernice kept talking to the dogs because they kept bitting each other and everyone was like staring at her man.. haha! she talks too loud la, if she talk softer den okays la but she was shouting to the dogs and like they cant her hear at all man. i kept laughing at her den she was like wad poor thing okays, she's crazy over puppys.. oh well thats bernice. Lols! oh ytd we went tanning but we didnt get tan at all la so sad man, i met up with ej for awhile too den i went to parkway to meet my mum and buy stuffs.. sigh! i bought a new bag too but it wasn't today it was on 6/6/06 i watched the omen on that day too saw elsven the same day too. like wadda hell right, haha! weird man.. okays la shall end here. im very tried now will try to blog asap yeah, CIAO! kisses. :))

2006-05-31T19:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday was getting ready for MOS night. meet joelle first at my hse here cause she wanted to cut hair.. Lols! later on steph chan came our hse cause she was staying over so met up with her already den go meet janelle leong and jerica at janelle's hse. so den we took a cab to MOS the cab fair was ex man.. haha! oh we met up with elsven and her clique too and i gotta make new friends, Lols! at first me, bernice and janelle leong cant get in then we go lend fake ic den can BUT bernice was still stuck outside cause the bouncer saw her ic before but den all was fine after that cause joelle and steph chan helped her while i was finding for my sis la. the place was so crowded that people was like stepping on my foot la.. Lols! and whoa, we gotta see hot models man. at first was quite boring also la only around 10plus the party started.. we dance the night away man, hahas! people was like grinding on each other and it was hot like really hot. oh i saw joelle's good bro too, oh my gosh his tall and so so handsome la.. hahas! i saw darryl chua also. and bernice was like go go go! haha! so funny when bernice did that.. we dance until we didnt know the time man. but after that we all went home so my parents sent joelle home and bernice and steph chan stayed over our hse, my sis cooked mee and we ate and talked den went to sleep. hahas! we woke up 11plus in the morning today and ordered mac.. Lols! steph chan went home at 12plus and bernice went home at 7, me and bernice watch tv the whole day and sleep also was too tried la.. anyways MOS was a blust, i will never forget yesterday. hahas! so i shall end here now yeah, will blog again soon.. CIAO!

2006-05-29T18:07:00.000+08:00

im so bored, i didn't update for so so long already man. Lols! anyway the HOLIDAYS are here and its time to PARTY and relax.. hahas! im quite busy during the holidays too. going to chalets, concerts and celebrating birthdays.. oh i can have my long beauty sleep at LAST, dont have to wake up so early for school and all. hmm, tmr going MOS with bernice, joelle, my sis, charlotte and maybe janelle. im gonna dance the night away man, WEE! x)) if i can even go in MOS la.. hahas! but if we cant go in we planning to go for a mid night movie, oh bernice coming to stay over at my house tmr too and i dont think we will be sleeping, i think we will be playing instead. Lols! i am sick too man, down with a sore throat and slight fever. BUT i am still going out.. hahas! wad can i say i am a naughty girl who LOVES to go out and hang out with my clique. oh wells shall end here now gotta iron my clothes for tmr, ciao! LOVES! :))